I've figured this place is going to act as a safe space for mua and mua only. As of for now, I don't feel allowed to express myself to the fullest (make no mistake, the blame is mine only). I hold probably around 60% of myself in at all times. I silence my opinion and change my truths accordingly. Which has worn me out to the stage of complete and utter depression from time to time. But where there's a shadow, there must be light, so I guess I'm rebooting now. After all, I'm hosting a whole universe inside of me.