"Things have been crazy" is such a worn-out sentence, but lately I don't know what other phrase should I use to describe the situation. Things have been crazy. I wish I could find a simple solution, I wish I could be better, I wish. I feel so pretentious all the time, for being this way.
I hate the attention.
My heart is bounding, I'm sweating, I'm hyperventilating, I'm crying and I'm feeling dizzy.