Wednesday

all along


When the days change
So does my attitude
I'm messy at home
I eat a lot of junk food
when the nights change
So do my nightmares too
I dream reality is my dream
All along all along I guess I'm meant to be alone
All along all along I guess I'm meant to be alone
Out there on my own, yeah
When the weeks change the rumors change too
I'm addicted to highs, would you like to know why
When the months change so do my love point of views
I don't want what I need, what I need hates me
what I need hates me
I know all along all along
I know I'm meant to be alone
It's crazy but all along all along
I knew I was meant to be alone
Out there on my own, yeah
Suppose somehow the lion-hearted failed to win
Who will be the villain or the strangers waiting for him
Suppose somehow the lion-hearted failed to smile
who will be the villain or the strangers waiting for him
All along all along I guess I'm meant to be alone
All along all along I guess I'm meant to be alone
Out there on my own, yeah

by Scott Mescudi, my lord and saviour.
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this is like the anthem of depression. put into words with such grace, such ease. kinda flips the coin, although nothing has changed, the loneliness, not belonging, mess, addiction, loneliness, loneliness, loneliness..seems okay. I'm okay. you're probably okay as well. life ain't meant for all of us, but we're okay.


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