It's really hard living one's everyday life with knowing that it's very unlikely one will ever gain any superpowers. I will probably never live through an unbelievable adventure in a sense of dealing with supernatural powers and world-saving-stuff. no, it's not even about that. I can't, I wont believe this is it, that this life I'm living right now with all its boundaries is it. I want, need, dream of more. will I ever be a fucking telekinesis or what.